Trying to work through the pieces

It’s been quite a while since I’ve started acting weird. I usually know what I want and what my plans are to get it, where I stand and what needs changing. But for the past month I feel pretty stuck. And I’d like to analyze and think about everything hanging over my head, but you see, there is no time. Work, exams, extra projects, my amazingly increased need for sleep, they all seem to be getting in my way.

I’ve tried talking about it. D, Bart, Cris Z, Zu , Trisi and my mom could tell you a few things about how much I actually nag them about it. And it is still not enough. Talking about it makes it better if you have some idea of what you are saying. Not if you are purging through words the large amount of nonsense running wildly through your head.

So this is mainly a post to say thank you to all those who are still listening and a way to admit I fill stuck, trapped, frustrated and generally unhappy with how a part of my life seems to be handled. They say admitting you have a problem is the first step in solving it. Let’s keep our fingers crossed for some more steps in the same direction :)

This post has 4 comments

  • ali la loca

    Oh, periods like this are really difficult, believe
    me I sympathize. I hope that you get some time to reflect on what may
    be at the root of your stuck feelings, and that you are able to take
    some steps in a direction that makes you feel satisfied and happy. :) I”m thinking of you!!

  • Alina Popescu

    Hi Ali, thanks for the support. See, I know what’s causing it, I just don’t know how to find the best solution for it :D

  • VD

    It’s just a phase. Chin up, keep up the good things
    you are working on and do not forget to smile each time things look
    bad! The sun will shine again after the rain goes away.

  • Alina Popescu

    Hehe, I am pretty sure you are right about this
    chief, but I am also guessing it’s still raining these days. It will
    indeed go away. Soon I hope.

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