It’s been quite a while since I’ve started acting weird. I usually know what I want and what my plans are to get it, where I stand and what needs changing. But for the past month I feel pretty stuck. And I’d like to analyze and think about everything hanging over my head, but you see, there is no time. Work, exams, extra projects, my amazingly increased need for sleep, they all seem to be getting in my way.
I’ve tried talking about it. D, Bart, Cris Z, Zu , Trisi and my mom could tell you a few things about how much I actually nag them about it. And it is still not enough. Talking about it makes it better if you have some idea of what you are saying. Not if you are purging through words the large amount of nonsense running wildly through your head.
So this is mainly a post to say thank you to all those who are still listening and a way to admit I fill stuck, trapped, frustrated and generally unhappy with how a part of my life seems to be handled. They say admitting you have a problem is the first step in solving it. Let’s keep our fingers crossed for some more steps in the same direction 🙂